Thoughts of YouMaybe the constant thoughts of youis my punishment for not trying hard enough.-S.P
Another GalaxyHer eyes were a portal to another galaxythat I had yet to discover the wonders of.And I didn't want the journey to end, evenwhen I knew that it was over.-S.P
EverythingOther people shouldn't be seen as your everything.Because that would mean that if one day they wereto leave, you would be left with nothing.You should always be your everything.-S.P
Never AgainMy hand is stained red from the blood ofthe parts of me that I killed for you."Never again..." I whisper to myself asI wash it away. Never again.Oh how sweet and innocent I was,thinking that you were 'the one' because you lookedat me like I had painted the world.But in between my brush strokes and anoccupied child's smile, I didn't notice youlooking at her as if she had created that world.-S.P
Some Things We Can't UnderstandI know that you don't love me.But some days I just like to think thatmy love was so great that you didn't knowwhat to do with it.So you just left.But other days I can't help but think thatI was just pouring my love into a pale with holes.And I know that none of these are true.That deep down I know that I will nevertruly understand it.But I guess sometimes we make up our own littlestories just to keep ourselves from going insanewhile trying to figure out what went wrong.-S.P
The UniverseIn you is the beauty of the entire universeAnd just like the universe, I'll spend an entirelifetime trying to discover new wonders that accompany you.Maybe I'll never discover them all, but even justa piece of you is enough to enchant me.-S.P
Whispers of DeceitYou said that our love would last foreverAnd that you'd lie to me neverI believed your every wordBecause your whispers of deceit I had not heard.-S.P
The Ocean and The ShoreYou were the oceanAnd I was the shoreOnce the tide goes out and makes its way back inMy love, we will meet again once more.-S.P
TwilightI was like the day and she was like the night.We spent our times waiting for each otherMeeting in secret, only at twilight.-S.P
You Are BeautifulHey there friend,I have something I need to tell you -You are beautiful.Whether you are a cute little pixieOr a voluptuous goddess;Whether your body is a rolling landscapeOr a smooth, flat tropical beach.This is something I really must stress -You are beautiful.Whether your hair is blondeOr brown or blackOr red or green,Long or shortOr tied up at the backOr not there at all -You are beautiful.Whether you wear short skirtsOr button-up shirts,Or torn up jeansAnd band t-shirts;Whether you dress all in pinkOr blue or blackOr every colourTo the sky and back -You are beautiful.Whether you don your make-upLike war paint,Or you wear none at all -You are beautiful.Whether your body is an art galleryOf scars and stretch marks,Or as smooth as honey;Whether you hang out in parksOr libraries or malls or bars -You are beautiful.Whether you stride aroundAs the magnificent force you are,Or you ride a wheelchairLike royalty in a carriage -You are beautiful.Whethe
For those who are teasedPity thosewho throw knivesat your back,for you'vedevelopedsteel armor,and they're leftwith porcelain skin,and broken knives.
he saved me, but he killed me._i. first light- i met you in a crimson forest. it was a rose garden summer, and out of a black mercedes you walked out, your five year old eyes greener thansunlit saplingsyou reached up to pluck a rose from its stem, and offered it to me."what's your name?"daddy told me that i couldn't tell strangers my real name.I looked at the rose in my hand."Rose."you smiled, you were a seastorm of now long-gone innocence.i didn't understand but I knew.ii. i forgot about you for 1562 days, 11 hours, and 22 minutes,you shoutedmy name, but i didn't recognize youuntil i saw your eyes.iii. my father fell and didn't stand back up again.i screamed, and you carried me home.iv. i didn't talk for a week. i stared at the gray of the sky. it was the color of my father's eyes.you sat next to me in the pouring rain,your war
Anxiety attackAs the attack begins,I feel myself slipping away again.And I question things that are better left unsaid.And contemplate if I am better off dead.My anxiety is killing me,I feel my hands shaking.And I am sobbing.And am I dying?I am just trying,To get a grip.But I feel my reality slip through my finger tips.Nothing is real,Except every bit of pain my mind forces me to feel.Every memory that I had shoved away.Is now racing around my brain.It's driving me insane.And my limbs turn to jello.Every time my head hits the pillow,Before I go to bed.I start to panic and I am wide awake instead.More thoughts are swarming around like a hurricane.Please,Make it stop!And just like that,The attack is gone.
God's PaintbrushI've learned that God's paintbrush is incredibly flawed,with lashes picked at, and bristles torn nearly off.I don't think everybody likes what God paints,because we're always trying to smear it away.We cut off a few pounds, or cut up some skin,when we soil the paper, we throw it in the trash bin.I think His paper has been sauntered with tears,or blood, and vulgar language from our peers.Like others have taken His brush and dipped it in oil,and have painted themselves, in a way that's soiled.I knew that God's paintbrush was incredibly flawed,but that doesn't mean that we should change it at all.“Beauty is in the eye of the beholder,” they say,perhaps it would be better to keep it that way.I'm incredibly certain that God makes no mistake,I think that we do, when we try to be fake.When we take His art into our own hands,and when we ruin the strokes that He carefully commands.I don't really think that God wants us to be perfect,if so, then He wouldn't take th
Humans Are Like RagdollsMaybe humans are like ragdolls.Some of us are manufactured,With stitches that are a bit off.And we get put back on the shelf.While others are made perfectly,Included with bows and pretty dresses.But eventually we all get loose strings,And we become such tattered, worn out things.We all eventually pull at these loose endsUntil we all unravel.And some can be sewn back together,While others are broken forever.
The Last TimeLike the ink from my penMy blood spilled and with it I wrote about you,Vowing to myself that this would be the last time.And it was.-S.P